ESTP 4w3 sx/so 485 mel-phleg
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I'm generally happy to talk but I apologize in advance if I'm not the most fun to chat with, I tend to be more shy online than irl.
I'm just here to chat casually so please don't ask me for other sites or stuff, thank you : )
I'm learning French, I play Genshin Impact, I play the violin and the piano, I draw, and I write fanfics lol
(J'apprends le français, je joue à Genshin Impact, je joue du violon et du piano, je dessine et j'écris des fanfics.)
I wish I had gotten affection when I was young because now I crave affection yet if anyone tries to give it to me, I get really uncomfortable and run away.
it would also have been nice not to have gotten berated or shamed whenever I got sick because now I get a breakdown whenever I catch a cold because of stupid memories but um anyway
went through my French phase in 2021 after I joined a group on a kids' website and pretended to be able to speak French, and decided I'd better educate myself for real before I got found out.
the highlight of my childhood was being unsupervised on the internet, sneaking on the computer to read hurt/comfort fanfiction
Schools should give children more time to explore their own interests. Of course some basic knowledge is important, especially in math and English, but the most important lessons in life are the ones you learn by living, you won't find them in a textbook.
I never scream. The most I'll do is make a small startled noise. I feel like I physically cannot scream (I've tried.)
Also, I dislike sweets... I can barely handle a small slice of cake without wanting to throw up.
Today, I broke my personal record for consecutive days lived.
Secrets of the Millionaire Mind
The Running Dream
All Creatures Great and Small
Being foolish enough to believe that I was important to anyone.
The future will come in its own time. Too often people obsess over tomorrow to the point where they forget to make the most of today.
...no of course I am not trying to cover up my insecurity about the future and how I don't want to think about it because of my fear of long-term commitments what do you mean??